These past few weeks, my day job
has commanded all my creative juices. As Margie can attest, the Holidays are
beginning to hit the stores already. Holiday-related products. Holiday-related
displays. Pumpkin spice everything. In
order for all this holiday to make it to your store, someone has to sell it in
first.
That’s where I come in. Today is
the statewide holiday sales meeting for my wine & spirits employer. Today,
my company showcases our holiday products and displays so that our sales force
can go forth and conquer…er, I mean sell.
I don’t sell; I do sales meetings. And with the fate of our holiday selling
business on the line, I was given the marching orders to do this meeting up really big. Oh, and get creative.
Siiiiigh. I like to think of
myself as a creative person, but the muse is temperamental and doesn’t like
being on anyone’s timeframe but her own. So, to have to be creative is a bit daunting. And, hey, it’s only my job
on the line, which doesn’t add any stress to the situation, right? Add to that,
the minutia of putting together an event—the little bitty details no one thinks
about or even knows about, but if they don’t get executed the big picture falls
apart like a house without nails.
It’s like writing my masterpiece
while at the same time heartlessly editing it. Like giving the creative muse
free reign but then questioning everything. And it’s exhausting.
Okay, enough of my
self-pity-party. By the time you read this, the meeting will be in full swing.
As of this writing, everything is in order and as ready as it can be. All the company
grand-poobahs are appropriately impressed with my preparations. And all I have
to do is keep from tripping over my Greek Goddess costume. Plus, because the industry I work is has its benefits: there will be alcohol served.
As long a lunch
shows up on time, I’m golden.
So the stress and pressure (and
lack of writing) which has consumed me these last few weeks are over and I can
get back to some semblance of normal. But it makes me wonder who else has to
re-direct their muse, either occasionally or all the time? And how do you do it
without going crazy?
My job never required much creativity--in fact, discouraged it...hmmm--but like any other job, it took from all branches of self, so there wasn't usually all that much left for writing. And a little craziness is good, right? Right? RIGHT?
ReplyDeleteFirst off--I hope all is going well. As I write this you're probably at the tail end.
ReplyDeleteBut, to calm your fears. I totally agree about the exhausted muse. I have written anything substantial in a couple of weeks because my energies and thoughts have been on my work. I've been overseeing two departments and getting ready for a regional visit. It went well, but I only had one entire day off while fighting either an allergy resurgence or a cold trying to take hold. Hopefully, I'll have a more fruitful week ahead.
*haven't* LOL
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