As my eyes
heal from the cataract surgery (they're doing great, I'm just waiting for my
computer and reading glasses to come in), I thought I'd dip into the old blog
vault and pull out one I wrote some years ago. If you've already read it,
I hope you'll enjoy it again. And if you haven't, welcome to my
chessboard world.
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I
love autumn, and it’s not just because of the changing colors or the first
chill in the air. It’s all about the joy of settling down, becoming quiet,
becoming still. It heralds in that special time, that time between October and
March, when I give myself permission to not have to be out and about, doing a
million things or having to be at a dozen different places in a day. The
only exception to that self-imposed rule is the month of December, which,
I’m sure, I need not explain why. Otherwise, come October, my
participation in things can begin to fade and drop down, just like autumn
leaves.
During the summer, I get
very involved—too involved—with a variety of events and people coming and
going. Living in the mountains, we know that the “doing” season doesn’t
last all that long, and so we cram as much in as is humanly possible before the
blessed “down” time arrives. Fundraisers and festivals happen nearly
every weekend, and our front door becomes a revolving door to friends and
family who need a break from the intense heat elsewhere. In the summer,
my writing seems to take a backseat to my being a tour guide and temporary
innkeeper.
My husband stays equally
busy, too. Not only is he involved in some of the same extracurricular
activities that I am, but he also loves to garden. So, once fall arrives,
although beautiful to him (not to mention we’re both glad that football season
has started), it marks the end of his growing season, his fun-in-the-sun
season. That is the only fly in the ointment to me; the fact that my husband
won’t be outside and out from under my feet as much. When the cold winds blow,
he comes inside, just like the ladybugs.
I’ve tried to get my
husband involved in a hobby, namely pottery making, and though he had great
potential, he just couldn’t stop staring out the window and thinking about next
year’s garden. His mind wasn’t on making pots but growing things in
them instead. Ah, well, you can lead a horse to water… The saving grace is the
tractor I bought for him, complete with snow-blade. Now, when the white
stuff accumulates, he gets out and clears the roads, which gives us both a
chance to clear our heads. I always volunteer him to clear our neighbors'
driveways and roads, too. They think we're kind. I'm just trying to
keep my sanity.
This morning, I spotted
the first smoke from somebody’s chimney rising above the
treetops. Grabbing Mama’s old olive-green sweater, I hurried out to
my deck to watch the early morning fog mingle and swirl with the smoke in a
beautiful autumn dance. Quietly standing there, I listened as the
squirrels squabbled over buckeyes and walnuts in my thick woods beyond, and
marveled at the color-drenched maple and oak trees that have seemingly changed
overnight. Before long, their leaves will intertwine with the smoke
and fog, and they’ll fall gently to the ground, creating a magnificent carpet
of color.
Suddenly, as though right
on cue, the first chilly gust of the season sent light things aloft,
including some of those leaves, and whipped my hair around like angry
snakes. Pulling Mama's old sweater closed, I smiled, wondering how
that old North Wind knew it was time to usher me inside.
All things considered, it
was a good “doing” time. I got a lot accomplished, but now it’s the start of that
other time; that time I secretly start counting down the days to in the early
summer. Bidding the squirrels and turkeys farewell, I walked back
inside, closing out the world, and entered another one that’s my all my own; a
world in which I control the board like a chess match. Quietly, I
sat down at my desk and took a deep breath as though to initiate a new
beginning. It’s time to write again.
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My next blog at the end of the month will be a new piece about a creepy old inn here in my town that was built in the 1700's, and played a pivotal role in the Americans winning the Revolutionary War...oh, and did I mention it was haunted? Stay tuned...
Nothing like autumn. I don't know that I'd love it where there weren't a lot of trees, but as it is... Hope your eyes are coming along great! Blessings, Janie.
ReplyDeleteI lived in FL for 48 years and missed having a true fall through each of them. I still marvel at the season' beauty. Who doesn't?! Love to you, Liz.
DeleteSending you healing light for your eyes and delighting in sharing fall with you here. Thanks for a lovely post, Janie!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Nan. Actually, it's the light that drives my eyes crazy. ;) I appreciate the gentle, healing kind you're sending my way, though. Much love to you, friend.
DeleteWhat a lovely post, Janie! I had to laugh when you wrote about volunteering your husband to push snow for the neighbors. I so get it!
ReplyDeleteEvery wife's nightmare; an exceptionally snowy/icy winter
ReplyDeleteI think every wife in snow country does.
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